Lyrics i feel

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Ich hab’ keine Heimat, ich hab’ nur dich
Du bist Zuhause für immer und mich

Doch manchmal trƤum’ ich nur von dir
Bitte sag, was muss ich tun, dass du mich hƶrst?
Denn ich wƤr’ heut so gern bei dir
Und ich glaub’, ich fƤnd’ es cool, wenn du mir gehƶrst
Ich fühl’ mich so allein, weiß nicht, ob’s dich gibt
Und egal, wie laut ich schrei’, sie hƶrt mich nicht
Doch sie ist grade irgendwo und denkt vielleicht an mich
Hey Baby, bitte schreib, wenn es dich gibt!

I’m always running from something
I push it back, but it keeps on coming
And being clever never got me very far
Because it’s all in my head
ā€œYou’re too sensitiveā€ they said
I said ā€œOkay, but let’s discuss this at the hospitalā€

Another dreamless day
Passing you by
Strolling your time away
Blind eyed

Another dreamless daze
I’m right behind
Ready for when you wake
I’m too kind
Just too kind

I love everyone but especially you
Wanna go ahead and pack a picnic just for two

But it scares me
To think that you, baby
Don’t look at me that way
Don’t look at me that way

There must be something wrong cause I still can’t get out of my bed
I must still hate myself cause I don’t know who’s laying in it
I want to go
Somewhere down off the road
Where no one knows where I am for days
Where no one calls
Well no one ever calls anyway
But who would blame them
I don’t blame them
I got no plan thought I’d be dead by now

Carelessly you pass the hours
Humming songs you heard when you were young.
Positively unattached,
Naive and unattracted to the buzz.
Elated with your lack of interest
What a wonderful and different song.
Show me why you’re always smiling.
Laugh again and make me fall in love

Oh just take me where you go.
When it gets dark without you I won’t make it out
I don’t think I’ll make it out alive.
I wanna run and hide,
With you tonight I know that I can make it out
With you I know I’ll make it out alive.

When you smile, I melt inside
I’m not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I’m jealous of everybody in the room
Please don’t look at me with those eyes
Please don’t hint that you’re capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I’m probably gonna miss

I’m afraid of the future
I’m afraid my parents won’t live long enough to see my kids
I’m afraid my show will fail
I’m scared my girl will get pregnant at not the exact time we want
I’m scared I’ll never reach my potential
I’m afraid she’s still in love w that dude
I feel like I’m letting everyone down
I’m afraid people hate who I really am
I’m afraid I hate who I really am
I’m scared people will find out what I masturbate to
I’m afraid I’m here for nothing
I feel that this will feel pretentious

I don’t want to stay alone in this place
Cause everybody’s lonesome how about you
It’s easier to roll up then try to roll through
Wrap yourself in bubble wrap bring enough for two
It’s hard to make friends you know you’ll lose
All of our friends will die in the end
It’s good to forget but I can’t pretend
All of our friends I love them to death
If we can’t go in reverse I hope I go first
All of our friends will die in the end
So love them to death and hope for the best