I’m in love with the world
Through the eyes of a girl
Who’s still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago
And I grew up, I didn’t know
I’d be around the morning after

It’s always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like shit the morning after
But now I feel changed around
And instead of falling down
I’m standing up the morning after

Situations get fucked up
And turned around sooner or later
And I could be another fool
Or an exception to the rule
You tell me the morning after

Crooked spin can’t come to rest
I’m damaged bad at best
She’ll decide what she wants
I’ll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows, see how it is
They want you or they don’t
Say yes

I’m in love with the world
Through the eyes of a girl
Who’s still around the morning after

And I miss you so much
But you’re not out of sight
’Cause I’m still with you
In my secret life
In my secret life

Am I not hot when I’m in my feelings?

I will be your shoulder to cry on
I will make you laugh if you need
I will play the part if you say so
Yeah, I’ll be anybody but me

To tell you the truth, I’m a mess, I’m a fool
You don’t know that
And you never will
In my mind, it’s instilled not to show that

I spend almost all of my time
Feeling like I’m falling even further behind
And I know I’m so good at seeming
Like I’m not on the edge of a knife
I’m the pretender, what can I tell ya?
Designed to deceive
So tell me who you want me to be

I can wear a million faces
’Cause I don’t like the one underneath
Always found it easy to fake it
Yeah, I’ll be anybody but me

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And every time tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
And someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved, like you never have known
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs, like I never occurred
But someday you will be loved

I’m slowly killin’ myself
I’m trying so hard at the back of the shelf
It’s just the same every day
I’m writing these songs that will never get played
I get told what’s wrong and what’s right
I don’t have a romantic life
And everyone’s dying, so I keep on trying
To make ’em proud before they are gone
But can’t someone help me?
Oh, please, someone help me
I don’t care, anyone, anything
’Cause I’m so sick of being so lonely
Miss all my family
I don’t care, anyone, anything
’Cause I’m so sick of being so lonely
I’m spending more than I earn
Drink all the time to forget I’m not her
’Cause I go to parties sometimes
And I’ll kiss a boy and pretend for the night
’Cause I don’t know much about me
I’m still ashamed of who I used to be
So I try way too hard
But I still miss the mark to fit in
Fit in, woah!
Help me
Oh, please, someone help me
I don’t care, anyone, anything
’Cause I’m so sick of being so lonely
I miss all my family
I don’t care, anyone, anything
’Cause I’m so sick of being so lonely
I don’t care, anyone, anything
’Cause I’m so sick of being so lonely

I felt alive for a little while
But when I died
I had the time to notice
I was crushed by the weight of my own ego
But never honest enough to say it

I felt your love for a little while
But never had the guts
To give myself up
I said that I could be just what you wanted
As if I could ever keep a promise
As if I could ever keep a promise

You have eyes in every room
But you won’t see me, you won’t see me
You won’t see me walk away
Once I was
More than just a song to play
On your haunted tape
I don’t want to be away

Could have sworn
I heard you laughing in the doorway
I don’t like myself when I’m awake

I don’t like myself
When I’m awake

Sleeping on my own
Can’t forget
Leave me all alone
I’m okay

What are we after all?
’Cause I need someone to explain it
I never wanna feel that way again

I don’t know why I called
I guess I wanted to feel something
It’s only gonna break us in the end

All the kids have always known
That the emperor wears no clothes
But they bow down to him anyway
Because it’s better than being alone

I know you’ve never loved
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You’ve never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I’ll love them endlessly

I won’t let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it’s you
Oh, it’s you, they add up to
I’m in love with you