when you base your entire worth on how useful you are to others, it's fuckin hard to find out that everyone else can function just as well without you. nobody misses you. nothing can stop working because you're not there. you're just a fuckin npc. just a guy walking by.

i’m thinking of ending things

maybe one day

we will only remember the good things

we will only remember the good things because

much worse things will come

no resolution nor conclusion

just in hope for climax

ever-rising complication

what if

everything important already happened

and

from now on it's just

forgetting