11 sep, 2023

From the moment I started working a full-time job, you can notice that I haven't been contributing. I feel like I'm constantly rushing somewhere. I still hope that this is caused by just a temporary situation, and everything I have to deal with – moving, apartment repairs, commuting from my hometown, etc. – and once this is resolved, I'll be a bit more at ease. But there's still a chance that this is the norm for people working full-time. I keep oscillating between thoughts like "nothing makes sense, maybe I should just end it" and "wow, a beautiful sunrise, a crow on the roof, fresh air... life is nice."

take care 🌱