25 mar, 2023

I managed to get my computer working a bit today so I could ship another website to the challenge website a week. a day earlier, but that's only because I'm going on a bike trip tomorrow and there won't be time to do so…

I'm working on cultivating my inner desire. the desire to do something, to feel something. I think I lost that ability a long time ago, I don't even remember if I ever had it. maybe, maybe until I was confronted with the world outside my room..the kids, teachers, all that bullshit. from that point I just did and forces myself to feel what was currently trending, what the others were or what I was told to do.

The further away I'm from people, the closer I feel to myself. I'm finding what I like and what suits me. I'm going to have to try to hold onto this and carry it back to "civilization"..

take care 🌱